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Thursday, August 02, 2007!
HandWritten on; 11:04 AM
i really need someone to talk to.
i cried.
i am so lost.
here i am typing and crying again.
i felt so foolish.
because of my stupid sms ; i cause such a big trouble.
i didn sleep well.
forced myself to sleep at 12 after the strings of tug-of-war sms.
body jerked 5 times for no reason.
as if something pulling me.
woke up in a daze at 0130
phone failed once for not recieving any sms.
send one sms /hr till 4.
the last one.
here i am still waiting for your sms.
it had been almost 12 hours since we last talk.
and i dont even know where you being ytd night.
home or out.
worried sick for you
thou you ask me not to.
but i cant help to think and worry for you.
you hate me to say its my fault.
but now i really dont know whose fault is it.
seems it is still my fault for showing you the sms.
i hate myself.
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